Week 2 and Sick..

So Here I was all excited to start this week with exercise and new recipes I found, and I end up sick. I have not been able to work this week and I'm stuck in bed on lots of steroids and antibiotics. I am trying to not let it get me down and distracted from my goals. I am actually very excited to get healthy again! I feel at fault for this illness now since I do not feel I was doing my best at taking care of me. I wasn't exercising and eating the way I should, but I will not beat myself up over it. I will get right back on it as soon as I am able. This is my day to weigh, although I am going to say my weight remains the same, no change this week.

Goals for the week: Get Healthy and keep writing! I am not going to exert myself too much this week, once %100 better I'll up these goals! :)

Time to start over..

I have been away now for quit some time, not only from writing but from weight goals. I have gained some weight back and once again here I am starting over. I had started loosing self confidence, and beating myself up. I didn't know what to do, I was so frustrated that I just continued to gain. I have now realized that isn't the solution and I only brought myself down even further. Here I am writing again, counting calories, and going to the gym. Regardless of what excuse I can give you I simply let it happen, the important thing is I have realized my problems and here I am :)

3lbs down this week :)